So crazy shit happened yesterday morning though. I got home and saw 3 bags of food on my porch. I was like "wtf". I ignored it until I got home last night. I looked through the bags. Peanut Butter, a food that often leads me to binge. Old fruit, canned veggies, butter, wheat products. I'm giving it to my sisters family. I don't know where the food came from. Maybe someone overheard that I'm completely broke, can't afford food? Ha ha. I like it that way though! I made myself a waffle, put PB and syrup on it. I ate it. Then realized I needed to get rid of all of it. I threw away the PB, waffle mix(gluten makes me sick anyway). I should probably feel a little guilty for wasting food, but at the same time it saved me from future binges, maybe even purges. So that was all I ate though, I went to the gym afterward. An hour on the eliptical felt grrreat. Then I punched and kicked a bag for about a half hour. For some reason that made me emotional, and wanting to cry. But wow kick boxing really makes me tired! I want to do it more often. Then I rode a bike for 30 minutes as I read "Wasted". x
i got on the scale this morning. I was scared. Monday I was 130-131(bloated). Tuesday/Wednesday I was 128.4. I stood on the scale with shorts and two tank tops. 127.4. I was alright with that. I took a quick shower and decided to weigh in completely nude(kinky jk)...126.6. Woot. I'm so happy. I don't even have a desire to eat today. J took me to get coffee this morning, and I'm probably going back to sleep until later tonight. If I do eat i'll stay under 200 cals. Meh. We'll see. I'm just happy I'm back down to 126.6. Which is too close to 127.
7 pounds until I'm 120. Then I can think about going shopping for some new clothes. And.. I'm basically out of debt! Anyway I'm about to pass out. 7 more pounds 7 more pounds.... woot.
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