0 is the size I want to be
0 is the number of excuses I have to not be thin
0 is the amount of calories I've eaten today
0 is the amount of calories in my black coffee
0 is the amount of calories in this peppermint tea i'm drinking
0 is the number of days I have to change my self(its got to be everyday)
0 time to waste
0 days to give up
0 times to stop trying
0 times to give in
0 is the magic number
How is everyone doing? I'm glad you liked the thinspo. I'm working on a short story for my writing class. Its about this girl, Maddy, who winds up in the hospital after suffering a heart attack. She is annorexic. She has to decide what to do with her life, refuse help? Get better? Its been very emotional for me to write, because in some ways I'm her. I don't want to wind up in a hospital, and I don't believe I'd ever allow that to happen. Being thin isn't what drives me, its control. Anyway.
Today has been good. I went to my sisters house, she offered me food multiple times. I said no, then she offered me some peppermint tea, 0 calories? Okay I'll have some :) I am feeling strong today, and so happy too :) I can't wait to continue being strong with all of you's doing the 02468! 200 cals or less tomorrow! No backing out! No messing up!