Sometimes it's easier to bleed. Lose weight. Hunger pains. Weak body. Tired brain. Lost soul. Broken heart.
You are passive. You don't know what happened yesterday, last week, a month ago, a year? The hole is always too small
To climb into. Smaller.
Being smaller will cure everything. You know, ultimately. To fit into the hole. Means
You are dead. If it doesn't kill you today, tomorrow, in a week, month, or years, it will get you. Even if you live until your hair is white, your skin is folded
Do you really want to continue in pain? Do you really want it to destroy.
Relationships. People are frustrated. You wish they would
Because that's what you deserve. You don't belong. You don't fit in. People see you and are afraid. To talk to you. Who is that girl. Why is she here?
Do you believe those voices? Or do you dare.