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Thursday, September 10, 2009

400

So tuesday i started 02468

Tuesday: I fasted strong until I got home that night,late, the 0 day, and put some food in my mouth. Before swallowing I thought of all the people, including myself, I'd be letting down. I spit it out quickly, brushed my teeth and went to bed.

Wednesday: 200: I woke up and went straight to work. I had a good day. Sorry I couldn't comment on people's blogs yesterday. I got home and decided to eat some spinach and broccoli, 60 cals. I also had part of a coconut macaroon, and a small coconut date bar. I didn't eat the whole thing of either, so I stayed under 200. I went to the gym and did an intense leg workout for a half hour, I was really light headed, but I worked through it. I then had to go meet someone for my new apartment! I hope I get it anyway. Its a two bedroom, decent size. My dad will stay with me 3 nights a week. We are going to go look at it again today. Anyway. I went to the book store with my little sister and we bought all the books Ellen Hopkins has written, craze, burned, idenditcal, glass, impulse, and another one, i can't remember. I love the way this author writes. Its beautiful. I went back to the gym after that. I burned at least 900 cals. An hour on the eliptical, 30 minutes on the bike.

I woke up at 3 in the morning and couldn't fall asleep due to hunger pains. So I ate 3 date bars. I was freaking out because I didn't know the calories. I just checked. They each had 75 cals about. So that puts me at 225 for the day. I don't know if I'll eat much more today. I almost ate when I woke up this morning, but thought "No you don't need it. You'll be fine."

I'll edit later on my progress. I'm pretty busy all day, but I hope to eventually get to the gym tonight. 2 hours of cardio, no less.

I lost a follower :,( I'm sorry. I miss you. Thanks everyone who has been a support to me.

Ana's Girl: I feel honored that you'd put my words in your thinspo book. Thanks!

Edit: I had some vegetable soup at the salon today. I rarely eat in front of my fellow stylists, so it was a good idea. It was only 100 cals. So that puts me at 325. Staying under 400. I plan to go to the gym later tonight. Woot. Stay strong

MJ


4 comments:

*Princess*Smile* said...

sounds like 2 quite productive days, well done :)
x

Lyndee said...

Wow thats really awesome! way to stay strong and i was wondering how you work out! i get way board with running every day and was curious what you do?!? I really hope you get the appartment! Stay strong!
thin(K) thin!
XOXO Lyndee

Ana's Girl said...

Wow, girl, you are SO strong. Keep it up, skinny mini!

obsessionperfection said...

congraulations on doing soooo good!

i am really proud of you!!