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Tuesday, April 29, 2014

A blog of reflection

Hello and welcome to my world of insomnia.



I cannot believe its been 6 years since I started this blog.

I've never considered deleting this blog because there are parts of my life here that I cannot recall. Simply because I was so ill and in the thick of my eating disorder.

Today I find myself in a weird mood. I have been relapsing since October ish 2013. By no means has it been a secret to anyone.

I have been in therapy for almost 2 years straight. I go every 4 weeks now.

Does the eating disorder ever go away? I feel myself terrified of what other demon would take its place. Or am I terrified that I could actually be happy without it?

How do you make the decision to move on? I developed this eating disorder 7 years ago, but the reasons or cause of why I have one is rooted deeper than I thought.

I press on. I try to keep up a fight despite the feeling of defeat. If you are on Instagram please find me. (@mindycelloing) I hope you are well.

Cheers.


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