So now that the dress is on its way I've grown a little scared. As P lovely put it:
"Hopefully you don't gain 50 pounds before the wedding because that dress is fit for you"
He was just playing, but you know, he he. I'm an anoretic and we take those words a little more seriously than others.
Truthfully, I've put on two pounds. Two pounds too many for me. I went for a hard run today and did some pilates. Starting sunday P and I are going to be eating Extra healthy food before the wedding. I want to have pretty skin, i hate my skin all the time. If I had better control I would have better skin.
I've started to become a little obsessive with my skin care regime. Wash the face with the neutrogena wave sonic, roller stick to try and smooth and lift some rinkles, night cream. Brush teeth, lotion all my skin, scar cream on my ugly scars. Then in the morning I wash my face with cold water and cleanser, and then lotion on my face and all over my skin again. Ha ha. Okay talk about obsession.
So. I am sorry i'm such a lazy person.