New Hair

So someone I've always loved, Agynes Dyne, is a very beautiful model, amazing thinspo..and I've always loved her hair. I'm usually dark, the second photo shows you my darker side. Yet secretly I've wanted to be Agyness. Today, after buying J a sandwhich, and myself a salad mostly full of lettuce with a few berries and cinammon coater almond chunks, I decided I wanted go blonde. All the stuff I needed was in the trunk of my car.

I texted my little sister, I'm trying to spend time with her now

and then to help her out.

I needed her help to do the back of my head.

She asked why I was going to drastic.

I said "I need a big change"

That is the truth. I really do need some type of change to help me stay motivated to be

productive with my life.

I want to be platinum but I decided to do the best I could in one day

Without destroying my hair.

The lighting makes it look really gross yellow.

The ends are the issue. Not allowing me to lift it as high as I'd like.

The parts that I did get enough to lift are pretty white :)

So when I get it to the color I'll want I'll post a picture of it

and maybe of the rest of my body

Big question is: What do you think?

I had a good day today :)

Worked out with my older sister

An hour total. 30 cardio, 30 arms and abs

( i also did some stuff last night at J's)

I haven't checked my weight for a while because i am hardly at my old place.

Yeah stuck in limbo at the moment with my living arrangements

I still have to clean out the old place

I don't have furniture for the new place(but i'm getting some next week!)

sigh. I'll be moved eventually :)

Thanks for all your lovely comments! STay strong! Stay positive. Don't get too hard on yourself

just try your best and that in and of itself is a success!