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Thursday, October 29, 2009

help me

tonight i will forget what i've done

i will soon fall asleep

and not eat until saturday night

i just fucking want to cry right now. i normally don't post when i'm this low but i just need someone. J doesn't get off work for another few hours. fuck


what if summer... said...

It's a shitty feeling, being so low. Obviously I don't know what's making you feel this way, but it always passes... even if it feels like one hundred years. Maybe just write it all out and don't post it. Or clean your room. Or just sleep it off. Either of those usually make me feel better. Just don't sit around like a lump and dwell on it. That's never good.

But hey, you've got readers in all different timezones, so we're here for you 24/7.

Everything will be ok.


Leyna said...

it's okay. food is fuel. now you just have fuel for a few extra days. (this is a good mentality to have)
Eating until saturday is not an option. saying that you might screw up and eat something makes you weaker and more likely to eat so if you really want to do this, don't think about messing up. think about a flat stomach and exercising off what you've eaten. (it works for me)
just don't eat. think of all the gross things that food has encountered for it to reach you.
here to support you.
stay beautiful.

Felicity said...

I hope you're okay.

Stay strong, we're here for you.


quite peculiar said...

Aww hun.. I hope you are alright ;( feel better..

Flushed said...

(((((((((( HUGS )))))))))))))

Feel better EssTee we love you :)

Lily said...

I hope you feel better today. Some days are harder than others. But you are strong and you can do this.

boney bum said...

it's not long, don't worry, keep it up, your doing well xxx :)