Skinniness- you sound like you are doing so well! I am glad I found your blog :) You're an inspiration for me, and I'm sure many others. Can't wait to hear more from you!
Thin forever I really wish I could help. All I can do is give you my words and support. Nothing is permanent. Life is always changing. I can't stay "don't worry, be happy" because I worry all the time, I struggle daily to be happy. Honestly why can't we have some down time? Its healthy. But I hope things do eventually level out for you. Thank you for your positive vibe, your thinspo and support
I'm sorry I can't be perfect- I'm glad you didn't binge :) Way to go
I've three new followers! Thank you so much for your interest. I can't wait to look at your blogs as well.
Last night I got in a major argument with J. I've come to realize he is very selfish. He is a caring person, but selfish. Things were said that just proved it more and more. He's not all to blame. I've been dealing with so many issues that I'm beginning to crack. He found out that I started cutting again and obviously got mad. But the conversation then turned into him blaming me for all this random shit. I didn't expect sympathy, cutting is stupid, but for him to go off and blame an already emotionally unstable person..what do you think will happen? I cut myself again. BUT!! and a big But. I called a doctor today to see if I can get on any medication to help me. I'll see her on Monday. This is going to be a one time visit though, and I don't want anti depressants. After doing research i'm finding that what i might need is a behavioral med.
I did a great ab workout last night. I decided to give my body a break from cardio. This morning, however, I did an awesome cardio workout :) I burned 600 cals! I've consumed less than 200 cals today. I hope everyone has a lovely day