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Thursday, August 20, 2009


thinforever I'm on Lexapro.  I had a lot more energy yesterday and I really do think its helping :)  I feel more like myself than I have since the beginning of this year. J and I are taking it really really slow.  He's been such a good friend to me, even through my freaking  crazy mood swings.  So yeah I dunno.  Its nice to have him around.  How are you and M?

I did my sister's hair last night :)  The color looked great!  I'm a genius and I don't know how I do it sometimes.  Afterward J and I rode our bikes to a coffee shop and I just got a black iced coffee.  Yesterday I had around 960 calories :(  But really the past couple of weeks I've been mindlessly eating for no reason.  It was nice to get some physical activity.  I should have practiced my cello for a a song I'm recording on...but I couldn't resist going to the gym.  Worked out my abs, did some cardio. 

This morning I stepped on the scale 126.4!!!  I couldn't believe it.  I weighed myself a few times.  Went the to gym and did the sitar climber, bike, and elliptical.  Before I went to work I was getting my coffee ready.  I wasn't planning on eating anything, but I have some apples that might go bad soon.  I also knew I had a long day today so I needed some energy.  I ate a little over half but couldn't finish it.  I wanted to finish it, but I couldn't.  It was really awesome.   Ha ha wow I'm twisted.   So today I've had about 150-200 cals.  I don't know if I'll eat much more today.  If I do it will be low cal :)

I am feeling like myself before my car accident.  The person that was in control of her life, emotions, and eating.  I pray that this continues. Thank you all for your support.  Stay strong!!


Ana's Girl said...

Keep up the low calorie stuff. You're doing great. I'm so glad you're feeling better. :)

xthinforever said...

I pray it continues! That is so amazing that you are starting to feel better and taking things slow with J.. Me and M are questionable right now. It's a mess. Lexapro is a really good one. I'm on the same thing, but sorta different. Im on citalopram (celexa) and you are on escitalopram (lexapro).. its almost the same thing and i think it works really well. I hope you can continue this <3