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39 followers!! Wohhoooo!!!!! You guys are so awesome for reading and supporting me. I hope I do the same in return. I ended up going to the gym yesterday. I took today off, but will get back in routine tomorrow. I've got to really watch my intake as well. I want to start losing!

I think I weigh 300 pounds today. Its okay that I have eaten like shit though[of course its not okay i just tell myself that] because tomorrow is a new day. pshhh how many times have I told myself that? Oh wait. Everyday ha ha.

I asked J what to blog about today. He knows about my 'secret' blog. He said to tell you all this:

I started writing on him with a permanent marker. I drew some abs, gave him a +10 for those. Next I drew a smiley face on his chest and wrote "kiss me" with an arrow--> pointing at his nipple. I'm insane okay?

I really probably am crazy. Just a warning.

I had a pretty decent day. I woke up and made J laugh all day. He said I was acting so silly. I was singing, messing around, I think it was a mixture of many things that caused me to be so silly. Sometimes you just gotta be silly

I went to my younger sister's new apartment[I say younger, not little because she is way taller than me:)]

We made potatoes, vegetables and homemade blueberry cobbler(all vegan and gluten free)

I usually allow myself to eat around my sister. I don't want her to see me with my ED. I don't want

her to start developing one. I support her decision of becoming Vegan like me, but unhealthy, like me.

Tomorrow I have an interview for a head coaching job!! I'm really excited. My Dad wants to take me

and my younger sister out to dinner. I didn't answer him if I could or couldn't go. I guess it depends

on where they decide to eat. I really just can't wait to go to the gym. I don't want anything to do with

food tomorrow

Its a new week. Lets make the best of it!!!

MJ