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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Tuesday

cals thus far:  way too many. Like 400 
Saw my ex.  He came to pick up some things.  Hardly said anything to each other
Rode bike to gym
yoga
rode bike home
rode scooter to coffee shop to borrow internet
go to the salon
work out again

We broke up for the better.  I didn't intend it to happen yesterday, but it did.  At first I was doing well.  It hit me last night though pretty hard.  I just cried a lot.  I want to cry today as well.  I am just going to keep on with my life.  What else is there to do?  Holding on to something that I've ruined.  It is my fault.  I didn't feel like we would work out in the future.  I should have never started dating him in the first place.  I knew this would happen.  I knew it.  I don't blame him for anything.  I just hate myself for putting both of us through it. 

Stay strong everyone

1 comment:

xthinforever said...

well at least you know its for the better, right? :(
im sure its still hard.
but thats good youre going to keep your head up
and keep going on with your life. <3