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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

down again :)

I weighed myself this morning and i'm down .6 a pound :). I'm very happy. Yesterday I stayed strong, went to the gym twice. I'm sore, but yeah I don't stretch.

Tomorrow will be my fast I decided. I'm not sure if today will be 300 or 100. I've eaten a single strawberry so I guess we'll see how I feel later. I'm tired today, that makes me 1) weak, susceptable to eating more than I want 2) hesitant to workout. So I think maybe my compromise will be 100 cal today, yoga tonight. If I think I am going to eat I'll go to sleep.

Yesterday J said "we haven't really talked much about whats going on between us". I guess we came to an agreement to be "together". I told him I still needed to take things slow. I just don't know how to feel about the whole situation. Something I realized when I hang out with him is that I get very..lazy. We stay up late, wake up late, go to work late. I don't really like to be that way. It makes me to tired to focus on anything. So my resovle is that I won't let it happen. We stayed up until 2 in the morning last night. I tried to get up at 8 but fell asleep until 9, but then left shortly there after. I don't want to get into our old cycle, because thats partly why I couldn't lose.

Anyway. Hope everyone stays strong with their goals. I'm going to put up some thinspo now

stay hungry

1 comment:

Matilda B. said...

awesome!!! hope you've lost a bit more now! :) and soryr i forgot, is J your ex?