Today has been a little bit of struggle with control, as it usually goes getting back with restricting. But if I can make it through the middle of the day(lots and lots of water) then I usually get past the temptation of eating at night. Gotta love cold water. I have band practice in a few hours and after that I hope to go to the gym. I haven't decided what I'll do. I know there is a Yoga class tonight so maybe i'll do some cardio and then go the class after.
Toast w/ jam( but i didn't eat the bread): 30 cals
Rice cake: 50 cals
Coffee with a small amount of soy milk: 20 cals
Small piece of banana bread: 30 cals
that puts me at...130..rounding to 150 cals. Maybe i'll round up to 200 because i might be missing something. I don't think i'll eat much more today. Maybe an apple, or another rice cake.
Life: Well yesterday I went to go visit J while he was working. We sat outside and talked about nothing. Then he said "Do you have any idea whats going on with us?" My response was "no". So yeah i still don't know whats going on, or what I want. My bestfriend gets home in 4 and a half months...he also wants to date me. Ha ha. Man. I swear if I don't end up with one of the two I'm never going to fall in love again.
Stay hungry ladies!