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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Happy Tuesday

I don't know myself anymore

Today: 0 cals thus far.  I'm starting a lemonade cleanse.  I got really sick over the weekend.  I've turned into the biggest pot head :(  I don't recommend it.  So hopefully with this cleanse I'll be able to quit smoking both cigarettes and pot.  

I need to get my life back on track.  Being stoned 24/7 is really non productive and makes me depressed. At least I've still got my control with food:)  


Anonymous said...

you dont know yourself?
welcome. to. the. club. LOL
yeah i had a cigarette yesterday. but ive only been smoking 1-2 or none in a day. i have a love/hate relationship with the grass.. i was more of a meth child. i like chemicals.

you get your happy ass back on track or imma have to come hunt you down and kick your ass. :D

MyNameIsMellon said...

Definitely been there. But you're ahead of the curve. I mean, at least your boosting your metabolism and definitely loosing weight, since you've controlled the munchie bit. Cudos to you on that. First time I had it I went on an eating spree that will permanently haunt me for the rest of my life.

I know what it feels like to be lost and not know who you really are. I hope you come to terms with yourself and that everything works out for you in the end.

Sending love <3

Stick Thin said...

I love you both.. thanks

diente de león said...

First steps, right? Admitting it and stuff :) I hope you'll be able to do it.
What exactly does that lemonade cleanse look like? I've only heard about the lemonade cayenne pepper diet but this sounds different.

Sar said...

Hey how is this going for you? The whole "stop smoking pot" thing? Good- I hope! I need to do this as well. I want to sometimes, and other times I'm like fuck it, I wanna blaze. (I am actually smoking a bowl right now) (lol).

Thanks for commenting on my blog. I really love seeing the email saying that I got a comment, it seriously happiness-inducing.

Take care ..