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Friday, July 17, 2009

Some thinspo for the weekend push

I know weekends can be hard. Parties, family time, and what not. So I hope everyone can stay strong!
You know the phrase "when it rains, it pours". Its pouring for me. Mostly yesterday. I don't really want to go into detail but i made a fool of myself the whole time I hung out with J. I was just really depressed around him due to events that happened yesterday. But we were hanging out and he started playing video games. So I left. And somewhat scared to ask..i sent him a text saying "was I so boring that you'd rather play games the rest of the night". bleh. I hate drama. The only thing good that happened yesterday was my control. I stayed in control! Even after my dad picked me up and was driving me home, he asked if I was hungry. Truthfully I was famished, but i just told him I wanted water.
Today 300 cal.
So far: Rice cake 35 cal
V8 50 cal
I'm without my car for a few days or weeks so I might not be able to play with my band tonight. I have my scooter(which I prefer to drive anyway, but you can't carry an amp and cello on that ha ha). I'm not to worried about this weekend though. I'll def stay in control.


Anonymous said...

good job girl
you got that spark of determination in you!
i can see your drive through your posts.

you got this, no doubt <3

diente de león said...

ah thank you!!!! that really helped me a lot for today!
and i hope you stay strong, too!

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