Even when we have the worst days and we don't know if we can recover from them. When we look at ourselves and find our reflection disgusting. When all we want to do is feed the fat beast because you've already messed up. Or when we don't want to talk, see, listen to anyone who loves us.
I have been blogging for over three years. I have been high and low weights. All the games of an ED I have played. I have gone through treatment. I still struggle with things, especially when I hit low points in life. I am who I am. I try to avoid the unhealthy choices of what an eating disorder contains. They can't understand why I do what I do. No one understands unless they have gone through it themselves.