My Dreams

In response to "matilda's" blog(i believe) I'd like to share my future goals outside of my hellish ed mind.

I just finished cosmetology school. I am starting to assist in a salon, and once licensed I will be able to start building my clientelle. I hope to really start building trust with clients to create long term business. I am working at my office job, for the money. Its so hard to go in sometimes, but I basically don't do shit and get paid, so I need to try for 20 hours a week. Aside from those two things I just started getting into modeling. I really am trying to bust my ass back in to shape so I can do some awesome shots. I am doing a paid photoshoot all day friday!! Woot! My first paid gig. Who knows where/if modeling will take me. Maybe I'll be able to network with photographers for hair and make up.

Eventually I think I want to go back to college. Maybe within the next couple of years. I don't know if I'll get a degree, but I do want to study writing again, photography, graphic design. It would be so much fun, I'm young, no reason not to continue learning.

I want to get more involved with my Dad's humanitarian organization. I wen to the Congo in march and I for sure want to go again in August. I love helping those in need.

At the end of this year my best friend and first love comes home. This will change my life one way or the other. If we still want to try to get back into a relationship I know it will take a lot of work. If we do start dating I hope to get back into music with him. We share such a deep connection I know we'd make a great little band. He plays drums and records. He also plays guitar and has a decent voice. I just love him. I could be married within the next year and a half, or I could be single and ready to take on the world.

I want to be a mother, but I will adopt. I've decided against physically having my own children. So within 5-6 years I'll adopt my first baby. Then maybe a year or two later a second.

These are just a few of my dreams.