This is what I looked like at 120-125. Sigh.  I'll get there

I'm going to the horrible world of Wal Mart to go buy a scale.  Its about time ha ha.  My weight is down 3 pounds!!  I'm feeling my control coming back.  Yesterday I went up to my parents and there was a ton of vegan/gluten free food.  I know my mom loves me because she accommodatedso I could eat.  So I loaded up my plate with all the food.  I think a week ago I would have eaten it all.  I didn't though. I ate bits and pieced of all the different food, but then I just went and made myself a spinach salad(the caterers idea of a salad was lettuce, croutons, and i'm sure super calorie dense dressing.  I just went to my parents fridge and added some spinach, almond cheese, berries).  Then this morning I had 150 cals worth of chips(allowing myself only 9 or so chips), some carrots and celery.  I made some gluten free cookies.  I wanted to see if they even tasted good.  But i just picked out the chocolate chips and so probably only ate 100-150 cals worth of it.  I'm at the coffee shop now and I asked the barista to only put a little bit of soy in my soy mocha.  So this drink is probably 100-150 cals.  that puts me at....500-600 cals.  I won't eat anything else today.  

I will look like that picture and much skinnier soon :)

xoxo