So my boyfriend, J, asked me if my friend, P, knew about him. I said I hadn't told P yet. We are still working out other things in our relationship. J kept pushing the subject. I was somewhat drunk so that didn't help. I started crying "babe please don't cry" J says. I was so upset though. I wanted to yell at him, tell him to go away, don't touch me, don't talk to me. I just cried.
I'm sick of life right now. I miss P. I really hope he gives me a second chance to be his friend.
Sorry this entry isn't very uplifting