I got in a major fight with J friday night though. I thought he was going to dump me. I was so scared. I am underage but I got a huge bottle of Vodka from my brother.
My plan was to get pissed drunk. The i decided to grow some balls and talk to J.
Long story short..we talked things over. We're better, but he said I needed to change.
I gained 4 pounds over the week. I dropped one pound of so far, and I am keeping working hard. I'll be under 120 in two weeks.
Starting with a fast tomorrow.