Its finally warm where I live. I got a little sun kissed yesterday, and I'm sitting outside today as a post this blog. Does anyone else just love feeling the sun warm your body? It is one of the best feelings that I can experience. The sun really helps me be happy. During the winter I usually have to sit in the tanning beds so that I can get warm. When I don't see the sun for a while I can get extremely depressed. Now I just want my body back in shape so I can go swimming and what not. Here is my current body. Not horrible. But fat as hell.
I ate some chocolate this morning, I feel totally guilty. I haven't eaten anything since..and its nearly 2:00. I had some coffee though and I want more. My stomach feels hungry and I love that feeling. I should probably eat a little something before I go workout with my trainer. I can't decide if I want to weigh myself. I will. I always do. I know I shouldn't though because I always hate myself after. I have some veggies in the fridge that I need to eat up..I'll probably just do that.