I don't think trying to guilt someone to 'prove their love' is even humane. If you'll love me you won't do this. I'm sure it works on a lot of people, I've even fallen for that type of phrase. Not this time. I'm getting my tattoo tomorrow. I won't regret it. It will help me not to cut. Just because I'm getting it doesn't mean I don't love you.
I have been blogging for over three years. I have been high and low weights. All the games of an ED I have played. I have gone through treatment. I still struggle with things, especially when I hit low points in life. I am who I am. I try to avoid the unhealthy choices of what an eating disorder contains. They can't understand why I do what I do. No one understands unless they have gone through it themselves.