I don't like him to touch my fat. I told him to stop making my fat move. "What fat?" he says. Well its there. I know it is. How can he pretend that its not?
I feel the same way. Like you love them for telling you that you are beautiful and holding you close, but you hate it because inside your know your ugly and fat.
I have been blogging for over three years. I have been high and low weights. All the games of an ED I have played. I have gone through treatment. I still struggle with things, especially when I hit low points in life. I am who I am. I try to avoid the unhealthy choices of what an eating disorder contains. They can't understand why I do what I do. No one understands unless they have gone through it themselves.
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I feel the same way. Like you love them for telling you that you are beautiful and holding you close, but you hate it because inside your know your ugly and fat.
I want too be skinny again too. I'm sure we will.
I think we can overcome anything we put our minds to.
it doesn't help that he is so skinny and I am jealous of that
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