You're not alone

Thursday, October 28, 2010


I am avoiding my apartment right now. P took a later shift and won't be home for another 10 minutes. I could have gone home 3 hours ago. Instead I returned some shirts, put some cash in the bank, went to my salon and played with a mannequin head. Now I sit in the library just 15 steps away from my house(we live right behind it).

What am I avoiding?

Who knows. I just didn't trust myself to be alone that long. Cutting, bingeing, purging, or feeling sorry for myself and doing nothing perhaps.

Thank for your comments. I was really frustrated that night. He does it because he loves me. And then I get upset because I know its just as hard on him as it is on me. I am looking forward to spending time with him tonight.

My feet, will not, get warm. Why???? I have had to soak them in hot water the past few nights because they will not warm up. This sucks. Ha ha.

Stay Happy everyone. Its almost the weekend!


Mich said...

I wear like 3 pairs of socks all day. And there's no cure for the hand numbness. Soaking in hot water sounds lovely. :)

AnaBallerina said...

I'm sure things will turn out all right:) sorry but,who is P?

Stick Thin said...

He is my husband :)