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Thursday, October 28, 2010

temptations


I am avoiding my apartment right now. P took a later shift and won't be home for another 10 minutes. I could have gone home 3 hours ago. Instead I returned some shirts, put some cash in the bank, went to my salon and played with a mannequin head. Now I sit in the library just 15 steps away from my house(we live right behind it).

What am I avoiding?

Who knows. I just didn't trust myself to be alone that long. Cutting, bingeing, purging, or feeling sorry for myself and doing nothing perhaps.

Thank for your comments. I was really frustrated that night. He does it because he loves me. And then I get upset because I know its just as hard on him as it is on me. I am looking forward to spending time with him tonight.

My feet, will not, get warm. Why???? I have had to soak them in hot water the past few nights because they will not warm up. This sucks. Ha ha.

Stay Happy everyone. Its almost the weekend!

3 comments:

Mich said...

I wear like 3 pairs of socks all day. And there's no cure for the hand numbness. Soaking in hot water sounds lovely. :)
xoxo

AnaBallerina said...

I'm sure things will turn out all right:) sorry but,who is P?

Stick Thin said...

He is my husband :)