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Monday, October 25, 2010
Disapearing
I miss the days of fasting. When I felt high and empty. Is it real happiness though?
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I have been blogging for over three years. I have been high and low weights. All the games of an ED I have played. I have gone through treatment. I still struggle with things, especially when I hit low points in life. I am who I am. I try to avoid the unhealthy choices of what an eating disorder contains. They can't understand why I do what I do. No one understands unless they have gone through it themselves.
7 comments:
Just watch us dissappear...
I've only experienced the high you're talking about a couple times. It feels like progress. It feels like goodness. For now, it's happiness. Thank you for all the support. You're a doll-baby. La-la-love-you.
my point of view is if it brings you happiness and security, don't ignore it.
great thinspo, thanks :)
Its the harsh truth that nothing measures up to the accomplishment of feeling thin.
Great thinspos babe(:
That, love, was the opiates produced by your brain making you high. When you starve to a certain point you brain produces it's own opiate to numb the pain. Hence starvation as an addictive practice.
No, not real happiness. A chemical illusion brought about by self-hatred and self-abuse.
I hope you get the real shit soon and not the wal-mart knock off that ED brings.
Lol, sorry about my ramblings the other day. Fuck I was out of it! XD No more Jager for me until after exams!!
<3
These thinspos are fucking amazing.
You're doing so amazing.
I hope your fingers are ok! X
I wish I could be like that.
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