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Wednesday, August 4, 2010

something to be happy about

And its more than just the shoes :) These are what I'll wear on my wedding day.

Thanks to Spacecadet's Space post i read yesterday about making herself run for 2 hours.. I ran for about 50 minutes! Okay. I ran for about 40 until the muscles in my left leg were hurting beyond simply ignoring them or fighting through the pain. I thought about fighting it for 3 more laps to complete 4 miles, but then I also thought how much it would suck to be injured and not be able to run for a while. I walked another lap, tried to run the last 2, and then I had to go pick up P.

I'm pissed at him right now. I have nothing sweet to say about him. And this isn't just petty girl stuff..ugh I'm not going to bore you with it. We'll get over it in a few days.

My intake is getting in better control. It feels like I'm overcoming some huge addiction, but is been getting easier each day. What kind of addiction...close your may not want to read my shame: Sugar, Ice Cream, cookies...pretty much a lot of things that make me look gross.

Monday was hard, I had to buy myself a dark chocolate Godiva bar. Tuesday was okay, I had a hawaiian shaved ice(it was really hot okay), today.....brace yourselves....NADDA!!!!! I thought about it, but it was easy to fight of the temptation. I love fresh food :)

Okay so I go to bed tonight feeling a little less fat, but I have a lot of work ahead of me.



Peridot (G+P) said...

I love you shoes :) So cute!

All those sweet and junky foods are so addictive. It is hard to break the addiction, but so much better for your body when you do :)


Rabbit said...

Gratz! I love the feeling of overcoming an addiction. For me, it's been taking in such little food now. It's great! Cute shoes :3 When I get married, I think I want to be barefoot.

The Crazy Rose said...

Congrats on working on that sugar addiction, that's a real toughie. I have a MASSIVE sweet tooth, but I usually find that if I let myself have a little something now and then, I won't crave it ALL the fucking time. And fruit is really sweet! Good luck working out your differences with P, you guys will pull through :)


Spacecadet18 said...

Eeeeeep!!! Cute shoes!!! Ugh... I understand the sugar addiction (as you can probably tell from recent posts). And I also understand how freaking hot it is in our part of the States! It's been terrible this summer. I'm so proud of you for telling your body that enough was enough. That's so awesome... I wish I were that strong. We love you, sweetness. I have immense faith in you. Cherishing your words, always!

Analise said...

Loving the shoes :)

Sugar addiction sucks. I get my fix from barley sugar sweets - 21 calories, sweet and a good pick-me-up when I'm tired. Just not more than twice a day, unfortunately D: