another one bites the dust

I'm down 3 more pounds since my last post. 7.2 pounds total(ish)

Here is what is confusing me. I went to the doctor and the electronic scale weighed me in at a horrendous weight. I was horrified. I weighed myself earlier that day and I was 4 lbs lighter. Water retention? I can't remember if I ate right before I had the visit. Either way it freaked me out.

So I've been restricting the past week in result. Working out? A little. Working hard? EVERYDAY! I can't believe its Thursday!! Here is my week:

Mon: Went back and forth between the office and the salon.

Lots of driving on my scooter

(I know this sounds pigheaded of myself,

but anyone in the tipping industry might understand.

I HATE when people don't tip. especially since this salon is so low priced

AND we know what we're doing!!)

Although, in this case, I can't complain because my friend earlier that day,

and P's band member gave me really good tips,

I almost made 100% on the hair cuts

(minus one jerk who didn't tip, glad i took you on my day off)

Dropped of my prescription order

Got my nails done. I filed them down quite a bit more though

Picked up my prescription (Hallelujah!!! I'm not dependent on the Adderall, but it was getting harder and harder each day to deal with stuff)

Ran to the gym, worked out 30 minutes, ran home

1 hour total, at least 400 cals burned

P picked me up on his way home to try and sell some of his old recording equipment.

We picked up Pizza on our way to meet with his band.

We ate pizza(yes I am admitting i ate it, shame on me)

We went to the recording studio to pick up the rough mix of their EP album

I was totally tired and depressed feeling.

I was in the room with one of his guitarist's girlfriend.

she never smiles and is very bad at socializing

oh and she is super skinny and pretty

and i'm thinking

why the hell did i eat the pizza

total intake for the day: I guessed 1500

Tues: woke up depressed. took a bubble bath with incense and music

considered cutting but knew i didn't want that

i took my adderall and debated going to the office

decided to go out with my roommate to get color for her hair

i wanted to do a photoshoot of her

we went to an antique shop, i found a really pretty yellow slip

i sent P a text "can i get this vintage lingerie for $13?"

he called me instantly

"hell yeah you can get it"

ha ha

Whilst coloring her hair in the salon..i ended up staining the new nails

oops. i'm a failure at being girly :)

That night P said to me

"Mindy I want you do be done with that job by the end of the month"

!!!

Intake: 1,130 ish

Wed: Gave in my two weeks notice at the office

went to P's work to train to be a temporary secretary for a week

it will be fun, i can write addresses

went to the salon and gave two hair cuts

grown men do NOT know how to sit up straight

had fun with my boss

signed the contract for our new apartment

Intake: 600

Current mood: Tired :) I love you all.