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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Out of curiosity

I love this photo. Not sure if I've used it before but yum! lovely tummy

Monday ended up being the longest day of my life.
I didn't really sleep sunday night and I was emotional all day
I got home from coaching to find out my power had been shut off
I just laughed about it because my Dad and I are idiots
I went to my sisters because I would've froze in my apt
My nephew broke my charger
J got drunk and was pissed at me
I was crying all night
BUT
I got more sleep at least
went to the gym
got the electricity figured out
talked with J(we actually resolved the issue monday night)
went to my old place to retrieve the rest of my stuff(i still have a few more things to move..sigh.. its endless)
And out of curiosity I stepped on my home scale
for the first time in a while(note that I weighed myself monday morning at the gym and i never knew how accurate my scale was)
I was down .4!
And this was with me wearing a heavy jacket and shoes!
So I'll weigh myself next week sometime but at the gym
I'm feeling mostly better today, minus some hunger pains. P comes home in 7 days!! Gah. I can hardly believe it. My mom is going to get me a new phone tomorrow which will be nice since my charger broke and I can get an upgrade so it'd just be better to get a new phone than get a charger for 20-30 bucks and then a new phone next month.

I have a hard time thought with my Mom buying the phone. I told her that I was sorry I couldn't afford my life. I was really trying to pay for everything that I can. But alas I'm always scraping by. I've made a budget online, this is the first month, so we'll see if it helps.

I don't know if I'll go to the gym today. I finally got sleep last night but I'm really sore and tired. I'll just continue my restricting. 110 by the end of the year seems possible now

xoxo

5 comments:

Reese said...

Hey lady... Have been catching up on your blog and it left me really inspired... You sound witty and wise beyond your years... Love it. xoxo!

Steph said...

ahhh, amazing picture! and sorry about all the stress ): but at least you got most of it worked out. and hey, one way to save money is not buy groceries, and then you won't have to eat and it all works out! but seriously, groceries are soo expensive, it's crazy. haha well, good luck with it all and sorry bout the charger ):

xo

Ana's Girl said...

Congratulations on your loss! That's so amazing. You can definately be 110 by the end of the year. I know what you mean about not being able to afford life though; i've been stressing over that because my bf and i have been talking about getting a place together, but the more i think about it, the less i think i can afford it; i definately need a job that pays better, but jobs are so hard to find... ugh! Oops, end rant. Hehe. Anyways, stay strong, sweetie. You're doing great.

Fed Up said...

Life is expensive!! And that really sucks sometimes when you feel like you are barely getting by.

Weasel Bee said...

Hi! Oh wow, sexy picture! I want that torso, mmh. Monday sounds horrible, I am sorry. :( Nothing good ever comes out of Mondays. And that's nice that you and J resolved things on Monday night, it's terrible to fall asleep still angry at people. Gah! I hate moving. Waaaaaaaay too much stuff, hehe. You for sure will be 110 by the end of the year, I'm cheering for you! :)

Oh, and I'm exchanging from the states, to Norway, in reply to your question on my blog. :)

<3!