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Monday, March 29, 2010
No more excuses
I'm running tonight
Why do I feel so useless today? P can't find a job. His roomate just got TWO jobs. I'm sick of everyone, I just want to be with him. His roomate makes me want to break something. The second he walks through the door, endless talking
And I feel FAT with a capitol F. But I can't complain about that because its my own fault.
P knows about my extreme starving last year, and then the purging and laxie abuse last summer. Again. My own fault. I sort of told him.
But now this means he won't let me get away without eating. I think subconsciously i did it in order to create a new challenge. Sigh. I am excited to go running with him later. I'm a blimp.
Written by Stick Thin at 1:28 PM