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Monday, March 22, 2010

Monday


intake:
toast
iced coffee
banana
luna bar

I feel okay with the intake. The toast wast at 3:00 in the morning. Coffee at 10:30. Banana and bar at 3:30. I'm spreading it out.

Why did I eat at 3:30 in the morning?

P asked me if I wanted to eat when I got to his apartment around 6:00 last night. I said no. I was busy blogging and what not. Then 4 hours later I asked him if he'd make me something.

"I try to feed you and you say no" then he looks up at the clock "but then when its 10:30 you want something"

So i refused what he offered. Because i'm such a fucking burden on him, but he complains when he doesn't see me eat. I got into bed at 1:30 and tossed until 3:30. Got up at 5:30 and went to work.

I need to go running
but i also want to lay down and catch up on sleep
sigh.
I should run!!
thin is what i want more than anything right now



2 comments:

battleinmind said...

Rest hun, you don't have to run. On such a small amount of sleep you need rest or your mind will feel seriously f*cked.

xxxx

Survival of the Thinest. said...

Rest then run. Because if you don't rest you won't be able to run as hard as you would like. And don't worry about the boyfriend. he has to realize that all girls can't make up our minds until we really want something lol.