I've been waiting, constantly checking, and dreading this email from the university I applied.
Well I just so happen to be at work when I get it! And my work computer won't let me log on to the university website to see the decision!!!
I try on my phone, no luck.
I finally get off work, anxiously log on. And the answer:
The Admissions Committee is delighted to inform you that you have been admitted to to begin Spring 2010. Through your preparation and personal achievements you have distinguished yourself from a very strong group of applicants. We believe you will make a positive contribution to the community. It is a great pleasure to welcome you to our campus to pursue your educational goals. To be eligible to continue to future semesters, you must register for and complete this semester or term.
and guess what
Down a pound: 114.8. I have no idea how, I've been eating WAY too much for my liking. I'm going to fast tomorrow until this chinese new year thing I'm going to. I can't avoid eating in front of P
I have been blogging for over three years. I have been high and low weights. All the games of an ED I have played. I have gone through treatment. I still struggle with things, especially when I hit low points in life. I am who I am. I try to avoid the unhealthy choices of what an eating disorder contains. They can't understand why I do what I do. No one understands unless they have gone through it themselves.