I've been posting pictures of myself a lot. There was a post a few days ago of my legs. I am flattered that you all thought it was thinspo.
To answer some question: I got my tatto to help me stop from cutting myself. It did its job, but only for so long. And honestly I love my tattoo. I truly truly do. I don't regret getting it. But I wasn't myself when I got it. I was already caught up in some second realm, it was a very dark time for me. I will miss it. But I don't need it.
Rand115. When I first read your comment I was a little offended. But then I took a step back, and you are absolutely right. There is a fine line between the two, and one has to decide how far they will let themselves go. For me, I choose to try and maintain. If not to avoid the constant nagging to eat, or people whispering behind your back, it will keep me somewhat healthier. So thank you for saying what we are sometimes afraid to realize. Thank you
Hezza: you are cute and I'm going to find your blog right now
and to the others: don't be jealous please. it does take discipline, but you are the only one that can get you where you want to be
ana's girl: I love you. chin up babe
Today: Mocha, some cereal. That would be all. I've been at work for over 12 hours now. I am going to go and relax a little. Think happy thin thoughts