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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Thanks

I've been posting pictures of myself a lot. There was a post a few days ago of my legs. I am flattered that you all thought it was thinspo.

To answer some question: I got my tatto to help me stop from cutting myself. It did its job, but only for so long. And honestly I love my tattoo. I truly truly do. I don't regret getting it. But I wasn't myself when I got it. I was already caught up in some second realm, it was a very dark time for me. I will miss it. But I don't need it.

Rand115. When I first read your comment I was a little offended. But then I took a step back, and you are absolutely right. There is a fine line between the two, and one has to decide how far they will let themselves go. For me, I choose to try and maintain. If not to avoid the constant nagging to eat, or people whispering behind your back, it will keep me somewhat healthier. So thank you for saying what we are sometimes afraid to realize. Thank you

Hezza: you are cute and I'm going to find your blog right now

and to the others: don't be jealous please. it does take discipline, but you are the only one that can get you where you want to be

ana's girl: I love you. chin up babe

Today: Mocha, some cereal. That would be all. I've been at work for over 12 hours now. I am going to go and relax a little. Think happy thin thoughts

7 comments:

Ana's Girl said...

If you feel that your tattoo no longer defines you as you, then i totally support getting it removed. I hope it doesn't hurt too bad :/ Personally i loved the feeling when i got mine, but i can't imagine what it'd feel like to get it removed.
Aww. I love you too!

Rand115 said...

Oh haha! I was a bit nervous you might misconstrue what I was trying to say, and there was absolutely no insult intended. I really think you look great! But we've all heard the stories about the girls who lose weight, then people say "oh you look great!" and next thing you know their hooked up to a feeding tube struggling to stay alive. I've got nothing but luv for ya!

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Stephanie said...

I just saw the post where you showed your stomach, and you are soo thin! I'm jealous!! And if you really think that you should get it removed, then go for it. I hope it doesn't hurt too bad. Stay strong love

Oh, and to let you know, my blog doesn't show up on the updater, but I'm still here!

xo

Sottile said...

I just caught up on your blog from my absence over winter break. It sounds like things have been going pretty well on the food front! (maybe not so well on boy front, but things will get better for you, I am sure of it). Your pictures look amazing. I am so proud of you, girly! Keep it up!

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