How? I don't know. Last time I weighed I was between 118-120. And I thought I stayed up there. This is my lowest known weight. I know that I may have gotten a little lower last year, but I was really really sick and I didn't weigh at the time.
I'm only worried because people are talking. I'm torn between maintaining around 118 or not care and continue to lose. Its definitely difficult. Does anyone ever feel this way?
So yesterday was pretty good. I worked for a couple hours and then I filmed a short comedy for a film festival! I will post the video when I can. I went to P's band's storage unit. This is where they practice because they didn't have a location. I have been doing their blog, one of the singers loves my work! ha ha. I took pictures and got a feel for their music. I am actually impressed. I knew P would do well drumming as always. I know one of the singers from high school. It was fucking cold but totally awesome!!!!! I was impressed. Unfortunately P knows how to rock, unfortunate because its hot.
Today I tried to eat more, and I argued with P all day. He promised he'd try and be more positive about trying to get me to eat.
i don't care though
110 here I come