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Saturday, January 16, 2010

115.6

He he

How? I don't know. Last time I weighed I was between 118-120. And I thought I stayed up there. This is my lowest known weight. I know that I may have gotten a little lower last year, but I was really really sick and I didn't weigh at the time.

I'm only worried because people are talking. I'm torn between maintaining around 118 or not care and continue to lose. Its definitely difficult. Does anyone ever feel this way?

So yesterday was pretty good. I worked for a couple hours and then I filmed a short comedy for a film festival! I will post the video when I can. I went to P's band's storage unit. This is where they practice because they didn't have a location. I have been doing their blog, one of the singers loves my work! ha ha. I took pictures and got a feel for their music. I am actually impressed. I knew P would do well drumming as always. I know one of the singers from high school. It was fucking cold but totally awesome!!!!! I was impressed. Unfortunately P knows how to rock, unfortunate because its hot.

Today I tried to eat more, and I argued with P all day. He promised he'd try and be more positive about trying to get me to eat.

i don't care though

110 here I come

xoxo

8 comments:

athANAsy said...

wow that sounds like it was pretty fun! guys rocking at rockin out are totally hot. and usually they act like it though haha. that first pic is funny lol and i really love your eye makeup! im glad you are doing well! <3

Fallen-Angel said...

Ahaa looks like you guys had an ace day :P
I really, really love your hair and your skinnyness. So jealous.

Twigs Can Fly said...

Well done on the new low weight!

~Twigs.
xx.

Ana's Girl said...

Wow. I've never wondered what to do because i guess i've just never gotten thin enough to worry people. That's an awesome problem to have though.
I can't wait to see that video. I bet you did a fantastic job. Stay strong, my love.

Ana's Girl said...

Wow. I've never wondered what to do because i guess i've just never gotten thin enough to worry people. That's an awesome problem to have though.
I can't wait to see that video. I bet you did a fantastic job. Stay strong, my love.

Insane Jayne said...

115 woop! good work..
Yeh I agree its hard to not care about what people might be whispering behind your back... but you have to do what makes you happy..
hang in there ;)

-whats the blog adress for the band!?

lucygrounded said...

you can be so proud of yourself!!!! oh how i wish i was 110!!!
I have got ADHS as well but i have to take ritalin, which isn't really that good, cos adderal is not avaiabl i the uk or europe
love

LivingDeadGirl said...

You have amazing hair and gauges! Cangrats on being 115 :)