b: Soy Mocha (200 isher calories)
l: Veggie soup 220
I had a good day yesterday, and the night before.
Saturday night I got home from the weekend of coaching.
I was tired, but excited to hang out with P.
He informs me of a FREE show
guess who was playing
30 seconds to mars(a favorite of mine)
Okay if it wasn't outside, if I wasn't recovering from being sick
i would have been 100 percent there
but I'd seen these guys in 06
Well the understanding person in me says
"P I really don't think I should go, but I won't stop you"
Guess what happened.
HE DIDN'T GO!
I was surprised, and happy, and impressed.
Things are slowly getting back to what they used to be two years ago.
I can make him laugh :) things aren' always so serious
We are physically attracted to each other
yesterday and the day previous he was a very horny dude
but its not always heated passion
the other night he was hugging me and out of no where he says
"Mindy, you're beautiful"
I started crying. Seriously. Why?
Because I believe him. Because before he left i believed him
and I haven't felt beautiful since he left
I do need to try and tell myself I am beautiful
he is the only boy that doesn't make me feel insecure
as much as I care/cared about J, i was ALWAYS insecure
Try and be positive everyone!! It makes the biggest difference.
I wish the best in all your current efforts. I'll comment on your blogs when I can
I already read them :) this computer is crap and won't let me comment