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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Cigarettes and Wine

Boy came over yesterday so I could make him some fresh cookies.  Which, according to him, were amazing.  I myself do not really enjoy eating cookies, but I'm always happy to make them for someone.  I invited him to watch a movie and we eventually ended up snuggling.  He is so slim I love it, it motivates me to get in shape.  After he left I was getting ready to go to bed when he says "you should look on your porch".  At first I thought there might be a bunch of fliers or something because I never use my front door.  So I was skeptical.  I asked him if I was going to be attacked by something, after all it was really late.  I went to go look out side and when I open the door I hear a glass bottle fall over.  I looked down and see a rose, cigarettes, wine, and a note.  I was so shocked!  I really wasn't expecting anything.  We had talked about how much I loved drinking wine and smoking in the rain.  I couldn't stop smiling.  I am looking at the flower, in a ghetto plastic quart jar, and thinking..what boy does such sweet things?
I decided it was really good he started talking to me more, because its helping me snap out of my weird funk.  For the past month I've basically let myself.  I look like i just got out of bed half the time.  When the boy first started coming in my office I was always thinking "no not today I look so ugly".  Now I want to look good, not just for him, but for everyone.  I am very happy right now.  I hope it rains soon so I can enjoy my lovely surprises with a lovely boy.


Meggy said...

awww sounds cute! he seems niiice :)

Stick Thin said...

He really is so sweet. I'm still in shock that he did that! he he