Boy came over yesterday so I could make him some fresh cookies. Which, according to him, were amazing. I myself do not really enjoy eating cookies, but I'm always happy to make them for someone. I invited him to watch a movie and we eventually ended up snuggling. He is so slim I love it, it motivates me to get in shape. After he left I was getting ready to go to bed when he says "you should look on your porch". At first I thought there might be a bunch of fliers or something because I never use my front door. So I was skeptical. I asked him if I was going to be attacked by something, after all it was really late. I went to go look out side and when I open the door I hear a glass bottle fall over. I looked down and see a rose, cigarettes, wine, and a note. I was so shocked! I really wasn't expecting anything. We had talked about how much I loved drinking wine and smoking in the rain. I couldn't stop smiling. I am looking at the flower, in a ghetto plastic quart jar, and thinking..what boy does such sweet things?
I decided it was really good he started talking to me more, because its helping me snap out of my weird funk. For the past month I've basically let myself. I look like i just got out of bed half the time. When the boy first started coming in my office I was always thinking "no not today I look so ugly". Now I want to look good, not just for him, but for everyone. I am very happy right now. I hope it rains soon so I can enjoy my lovely surprises with a lovely boy.