How is everyone? I wish you could be at my wedding.
It's been stressful. Last weekend the dress fitting was a fiasco. I was holding back tears, I looked fat because of the way she had sewn it
My mom went with me to a tailor on Tuesday. We got me a body suit, he is fixing areas, and I feel much better.
Except one thing
Depression. It's hitting me.full force. I hope it passes before next weekend. How lame would it be to cry the day of? Ugh. I am tired of crying, too many days in a row.
I don't know how to release my emotions in a healthy way, I want to cut, smoke, starve, throw up, over exercise, etc. But won't. I haven't.
The gym helps. God helps. Love from my fiancé helps.
Restricting does too. 118.8. Good weight I guess.
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