I see people moving on in life. And I try for the most part. But there is still a part of me that is holding on to the past.
I go to therapy and ask "what do I need to do to change?" I have been putting a bandaid on my issues without truly fixing the injury.
I haven't completely wasted my time. I have a license to do hair. I have put two years of a degree behind me. I am married. I have a good job that will be giving me a lot of experience.
I just hate waiting. I wish P was done with school. I want to get out of Utah. I need to get away from my family. They cause me so much emotional pain and stress.
I also hate waiting to lose weight. I hate myself right now. I hate my body. I think I am so fat. I feel all y fat jiggle. I am worthless
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