I don't want to do it, but I wind up doing it somehow. It had been a long time though.
It's embarrassing. I am a grown woman!
He doesn't understand 'why I would do such a thing'. And you can't explain it, because you just have to know what it feels like to have the urge to hurt yourself.
"you can't allow yourself to be happy. When things are going to well you have to do this"
Maybe I am possessed. I don't know why I do it.
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