above: P's band. Left Colby(guitar), Kyle(bass), P(drums) Braden(guitar)
above: I took this picture today. I dunno. I need to do more cardioMonday was alright. I went to the gym for almost two hours, burned 600-700 cals doing cardio, and then did some ab work.
I meant to go to the gym yesterday but I went to the coffee shop to use internet. Then I met this really interesting girl, and we talked for two or so hours. My intake was...I don't want to talk about it. I ate breakfast, and then went over to P's to cuddle/nap. When we woke up we were running around trying to figure out how to purchase tickets for a masquerade!! Yup I'm going on friday :). Then he offered to go to this tattoo removal place with me.
I have decided to remove my tat. Why? At one point in my life my tattoo served its purpose, it was a symbol of strength or control. But now when I look at it it holds painful and negative memories. so I began the process yesterday. And P was really amazing to be there for me. It took less than 5 minutes, but it was painful, and still is. I take the bandage off later today. It will start to blister and scab. Yum.
We got lunch afterward. I got a veggie vegan wrap and fruit. I ate half the sandwhich, 180 cals. Fruit? 50 cals? Then P convinced me to take a couple bites of ice cream(i am soooo lactose intollerant).
Mocha while P jammed with his band
Then I went to P's apartment to watch our fav t.v. show, the Office. DON"T DISCLOSE ANYTHING TO ME!! I didn't watch it for two years. We are finally to season 4, and almost to new material. Anyway. He didn't force me to eat, but he highly encouraged it. 1 piece of bread, peanut butter, and honey. I ate half of it and tried to get away with that, but he wouldn't really settle. I took an hour to eat the whole thing.
Last time I weighed I had put on 3 pounds.
I was feeling uber fat before I weighed myself last night
the results
- 2 pounds :)
huge relief. I'm trying to compromise with P and eat more, but not to the expense of me gaining a ton. And I haven't. I will continue to workout and keep my intake limited.
Stay strong!
You have a peace symbol tattooed on your wrist, right? If it reminds you of a bad place in your life, then you should def. get it removed. I've been tattooed four times and I couldn't imagine having any of my ink removed ever. But then again for me tattooing is all about making me into the person I want to be, making my body beautiful and becoming the ultimate version of myself. Why did you get your tattoo in the first place?
ReplyDeleteI am completely stunned. Your body is amazing! Your thighs are my dream (not a lesbian)! However, You're at the point or nearing the point when you should start maintainig. There's a fine line between being thin and being a scary looking anorexic that is about to shatter.
ReplyDeleteThis comment has been removed by the author.
ReplyDeleteYou look AMAZING!! Seriously. I thought it was some sort of thinspo pic you'd posted until I read that it was you. Good job with doing the cardio and watching intake. I CANNOT work out. I am too lazy and tired and it annoys me to no end that I have stopped.
ReplyDeleteyou are my absolute favorite blogger to follow.
ReplyDeletei remember when i first started reading i couldnt remember the name of your blog so i had to go through EVERY blog i follow to find you. youre such an inspiration to me, say thin<33
Give me your address. I'm going to send you my stomach and thighs and hips and I want you to whittle them down to what you have there. Thats fantastic! I'd kill to have a flat stomach! I have a nasty pooch of fat below my belly button. So gross.
ReplyDeleteI agree, I thought you posted a thinspo pic, I didn't realize that was you! So jealous!!
XOXO
Emily
Wow, sweetie, you look fantastic!
ReplyDeleteoh wow, i had thought that was thinspo too.
ReplyDeletestaystrong!
page.