i've had a very emotional weekend. I cried all day saturday, missing P, not feeling important to him. We Finally got to talk yesterday, and I told him about what happened while he was gone, explained some things that was making it hard for him to want to try and be 'us' again.
After a long talk he said that he now feels more hopeful, and thats a good start for me. We are going to go on a date this week. I just want to be his again, but it will take time.
Yesterday i weighed in at 116. I have eaten some food. Too much in my mind, but i need to keep tricking my body. I am feeling sick in bed right now though.
I'll read your blogs when i have a computer. I'm on my phone. Thanks for all your support!
Hang in there! I am sure you and P can work things out :)
ReplyDeleteP.S. - Your hair in the last post looks so good!
I hate emo weekends with a passion - I've had more than my fair share of them.
ReplyDeleteHopefully things with P work out well. I hate this saying but "If it's meant to be, it will be".
Take care of yourself, and remember - Chin up!
xo
I'm sure you and P will get things worked out; just hang in there, love.
ReplyDeleteI missed you too! I've been reading your blog the whole time. Hows the J situation going?
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Your blog is so cute and inspiring!
ReplyDeleteHow do I follow? =]
xo
Victoria